There's nothing wrong with you at all, FP! We are all individuals & no two people are going to react in exactly the same way. I don't think that your reaction is unusual. I have seen people have very similar reactions to the death of some persons very dear to them. It is probably your subconscious mind's way of protecting your heart. Don't beat yourself up. I know how much Glenn means to you. He means a lot to me as well. It's going to take us some time to come to begin to heal. Take care!