Even when she wouldn't say what it was, it sounded like Ryan finally did, but did anyone hear what he said? Something about her auditionong because of someone or something like that?
At her audition, she said she was doing it to honor the memory of her girlfriend, who had recently died of cancer. I think it was relatively recent, at the time.
~Eva~
...the calling of the tide's eternal tune, the phases of the moon, the chambers of the heart, the egg and dart...